In a heartfelt Instagram post, actress Eva Mendes recently shared her complex sentiments towards the month of April, intertwining memories of loss and joy.
The post, accompanied by two poignant photos, serves as a tribute to her late brother and a celebration of her daughter’s birth.
In her caption, Mendes expressed her conflicted emotions towards April, stating, “Oh April…I have such a complicated relationship with you.” She reflected on the upcoming birthday of her brother, Juan Carlos Mendes, who passed away from cancer in April 2016. She also noted the anniversary of his passing, just a couple of weeks away.
However, amidst the grief, Mendes found solace in the birth of her daughter, Amada Lee Gosling, who arrived at the end of April eight years ago. Despite the pain associated with the month, Mendes acknowledged the profound blessing her daughter brought into her life.
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In a raw and candid moment, Mendes confessed, “I hate you April. But I love you more.” Her words encapsulated the complex emotions that often accompany the experience of grief and joy intertwined.
Mendes, who shares two children with her husband, actor Ryan Gosling, expressed her love for both her daughters, Amada, 7, and Esmeralda, 9. The post serves as a poignant reminder of the beauty and challenges of navigating life’s milestones amidst the backdrop of loss and love.