‘Inside Out’, the memoirs of Demi Moore (56), will not be in the American store shelves until next Tuesday, but last week much became known about what Demi is writing in the book. Her relationship with Ashton Kutcher (41), for example, did not always run out of roses.

Demi was initially very happy with the 16 year younger Ashton by her side. “It felt like an opportunity to do everything again,” writes Demi. “To go back in time and relive what it was like to be young. Even better than when I was twenty years old myself. ”But Demi also felt an enormous pressure to prove her, so she agreed when Ashton suggested that she do threesomes. “I wanted to show him how great and fun I could be,” writes Demi, who later regretted her sexual excesses.

That regret became even greater when Ashton used the threesomes as an excuse to cheat. “Because we had brought a third party into our relationship, Ashton said that it had blurred the boundaries and that to a certain extent justified what he had done,” the book says. Demi and Ashton announced at the end of November 2011 that they would get a divorce. They were married for five years.