Billie Eilish

Billie Eilish revealed that she had planned to kill herself last year after the pressures of fame had risen too much.

The Grammy-nominated singer said she remained clinically depressed after friends who couldn’t cope with her success walked away.Image:
Eilish and his brother Finneas O’Connell wrote the title song No Time To Die

Speaking on the Gayle King Grammy Special, before the awards on Sunday evening, she said: “I was so unhappy last year. I was so unhappy and I was so joyless.

“I don’t want to be too dark, but I really didn’t think I would be 17.”

Speaking at her childhood home in LA, the singer, who just turned 18, said there was a special moment when she felt overwhelmed by her emotions.

She said to King, “I think about this time when I was in Berlin and I was alone in my hotel, and I remember there was a window right there, and I, like … God, I remember crying because I thought about how … the way I was going to die was that I was going to do it. “

She says it was her mother’s thoughts that stopped her.

Her mother, Maggie Baird, helped her recover, putting the singer in therapy and reducing her busy schedule.

Eilish credits his fans and their response to his shows for helping him get through these dark times.

She credits her mother and fans for helping her get through dark times

She has already spoken about the management of mental health problems, including anxiety, self-harm and depression, since the age of 13.

Eilish, who was diagnosed with Tourette as a child, said the syndrome can make things “much more difficult” and told fans that she still suffers from various physical tics.

She revisits suicidal thoughts in the lyrics of her latest single, the new Bond theme announced All I Wanted.

Written with her older brother Finneas O’Connell, the song was inspired by a dream she had of committing suicide, and then finding out that her family, friends and fans didn’t care.

Eilish is the youngest artist to write and record a title song 007 , in the footsteps of Adele and Sam Smith.

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She will perform the song live at the Grammy Awards this weekend.

Eilish has six nominations and is the youngest artist to receive nods in the four main categories.

His first album When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go? topped the British and American charts when it was released last year, becoming the best-performing album of 2019 in the United States.

Eilish already has two American Music Awards, two Guinness World Records and three MTV Video Music Awards.

The 62nd Annual Grammy Awards will take place on Sunday January 26 in LA.