The wife of the famous actor Alec Baldwin , who recently celebrated his 62nd birthday , Hilaria is  pregnant for the fifth time.

However, the news, which was supposed to be joyful, acquired other colors. In her Instagram account, Hilaria admitted that her future child might die in the womb.

I want to share with you that, perhaps, I will soon have a miscarriage. I have always been very honest with you about everything that concerns my family, my figure, pregnancies … And I don’t want to hide this hard news from you either, because it is negative. I think it is important to show not only a beautiful picture, but also the truth … Since I myself help people learn to be real and open … I don’t feel embarrassed or embarrassed because I share such intimate with you. I want to help those women who are experiencing a miscarriage. In the first trimester, everything is usually kept secret. But I feel depressed by this. I should like to show everyone that everything is fine – but this is not at all the case. I don’t want to pretend anymore. I hope you understand me. So, what’s happening at the moment: the heartbeat is heard in the embryo, but it is very weak, and the child does not develop as he should. So now we are just waiting – and this is the hardest. There is no certainty … But the chances of his life are very, very small. I am sure that my family and I will be able to get through this, even if this period turns out to be very difficult. Wonderful doctors help me, my dear friends, my loving family … My husband and my four healthy children help to go through all this together and not lose the conviction that life is still a wonderful thing.

Wrote Alec Baldwin’s wife.

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I want to share with you that I am most likely experiencing a miscarriage. I always promised myself that if I were to get pregnant again, I would share the news with you guys pretty early, even if that means suffering a public loss. I have always been so open with you all about my family, fitness, pregnancies…and I don’t want to keep this from you, just because it isn’t as positive and shiny as the rest. I think it’s important to show the truth…because my job is to help people by being real and open. Furthermore, I have no shame or embarrassment with this experience. I want to be a part of the effort to normalize miscarriage and remove the stigma from it. There is so much secrecy during the first trimester. This works for some, but I personally find it to be exhausting. I’m nauseous, tired, my body is changing. And I have to pretend that everything is just fine—and it truly isn’t. I don’t want to have to pretend anymore. I hope you understand. So, this is what is going on now: the embryo has a heartbeat, but it isn’t strong, and the baby isn’t growing very much. So we wait—and this is hard. So much uncertainty…but the chances are very, very small that this is a viable pregnancy. I have complete confidence that my family and I will get through this, even if the journey is difficult. I am so blessed with my amazing doctor, my dear friends, and my loving family…My husband and my four very healthy babies help me keep it together and have the perspective of how truly beautiful life is, even when it occasionally seems ugly. The luck and gratitude I feel that I am my babies’ mommy, is wonderfully overwhelming and comforting. In your comments, please be kind. I’m feeling a bit fragile and I need support. I’m hoping, that by sharing this, I can contribute to raising awareness about this sensitive topic.

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Note that Alec and Hilaria are already raising four children: 5-year-old Carmen Gabriela, 3-year-old Rafael Thomas, 2-year-old Leonardo Angel, and one-year-old Romeo Alejandro. Alec Baldwin also has the eldest daughter Ireland from marriage to actress Kim Basinger.